Untitled ♥ of hers.

my space of random sketches, things i like, stories i made up, my illogical warped theories, drivel and what not_

可惜你(们)不是我

(你)
或许四十岁的我,
会和你一样再也没力
推拒过去那背负重任,
已变质的爱情
决定带着执着走下去。

(我)
而二十五岁的我,
不愿被生命的风摆布,
只想放手一搏,
哪怕希望多渺茫!

(她)
或许三十五岁的我,

会做出一样的决定 :
让一个不爱我的人,
一辈子当我的傀儡。

但命运就如此残忍,
逼着我赶紧脚步
追往告别青春的方向去。
站在路口的我,
不想屈服 ,
不愿坐以待毙。

倘若有一天,
我真的走到三十五岁的妳:
我会忍痛让你走,
迎接失去的自由,
追随我的幸福。

倘若也有那么一天,
我是四十岁的你:
我会鼓起二十五岁的勇气,
提醒自己 ―
我只活一次。
随你去 、随开心去 
无怨无悔。

可惜你(们)不是我 ,
你没那么勇敢:
宁愿选择
再错一次
也不愿发誓
只为幸福奔去。

wheee~

明明你也最爱我 没理由爱不到结果
只要你敢不懦弱 凭什么我们要错过


Song: 你就不要想起我 by Hebe Tian
          Don’t you ever think of me

love me, like i am the only one on earth_

to the future you

all he ever did

he didnt care, he didnt care
how she looked at him in despair
all he did was, stare

the wind howled
the trees ruffled
her tears like thunderstorm,
spat where they stood

tic tac tic tac
the raindrops splash
he didnt care
he couldnt care
he watched hopelessly in the air
wishing those in the clouds would stop right there

22 mar_

camille redouble (2012) 

favourite anime director - hayao miyazaki, my neighbour totoro (1988)

(Source: meowazaki)

#soundofrain II : #rain rain go away, come another day

rain

im glad the rain is here
to wash our pain,
and mind clear

i can almost hear
the yellow trees cheer
after 37 days
without tears

whoosh
the car-wiper swings
we will all be better
after the happy rain sings

NW 223 & 102 

people are strange when you’re a stranger and all that stays behind are my clothes

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